Random thoughts

I lack discipline. I just cannot tolerate deadlines. I set deadlines so that I can break them. I cannot plan something for a day and do exactly as I planned. Forget exactly, I wont even fulfill the plan 20%. I cannot work on a timetable. I am hardly organized. I like postponing things to the last minute. Sometimes the "last minute" gets postponed. I sometimes am nervous before meetings. I like structures and cannot work if I do not know what I am working for. I do not like jargons and prefer simple english. I cannot speak confidently on something I do not have much idea about. I am sarcastic. I am not a perfectionist. I do not like writing reports. I do not like writing since I don't think I am very good at it. I sometimes get confused about ethics.

I am extremely determined on goals. I believe I should either enjoy my life by sleeping, eating, reading books and watching films or I should be achieving something. I do not like living the middle way of average existence. It irritates me. I am extremely interested in knowing new things and am always willing to learn. I question people a lot. I like to know about other peoples jobs. I am career oriented, which for the lack of better word, may mean workaholic. I can grasp things pretty fast. I am reasonably happy with my brains. I am pretty good with numbers and also in understanding consumer behavior, which I believe is a nice combination to have. I do not like those who do not use internet and information in internet to its fullest. I do not like people who do not even try to attempt knowing anything beyond what they are "supposed" to know. I cannot stand someone who speaks very confidently with nothing to back. I prefer being a part of the middle class value system with an upper middle class lifestyle. I prefer spending more money if it ensures that I do not have to bother about small issues. I like being alone at times and do not seem to mind it.